Sick bastard

For a couple of years, I've followed a story on Jack McClellan. Do you know that name? He's the sick bastard that Lived in Washington(out of his car), following, stocking, watching, and taking pictures of little girls and posting them on his website to let other pedophiles know where LG's(little girls) congregate. He has always admitted he's a pedophile, but said he will never act on it. Riiiiiigggggghhhhht. history shows us, that most sick people, know matter how much they believe they wont, will eventually commit the crime. the desire becomes too much. Well, Washington Moms kick ASS! They started following him around. Taking his picture.. showing everyone they could. Telling everyone they could about him, his website and his demented sick mind. he didnt like it.. hmm go figure you sick fuck. Washington couldnt do anything about it either.. law says he has the right to post whatever he wants and go where ever he wants, Until he actually commits the crime. WTF? He stocked little girls!! So, Washington Moms finally pushed him so much and all of washington knew his face,and treated him bad(boo hoo) that he felt he couldnt live here anymore and moved to California. We didnt stop... and people did everything they could to let California know he was coming!! Go figure.. California doesnt really like him either.. hmm.. So.. take a moment and read some of the News stories on him.. they finally got a good picture of him.. so get to know that too..(he didnt like having his picture taken.. and would wear disguises in the past to avoid it) Pass it on.. let people know.. if you ever see him... let him know you know who he is.. and then follow him for awhile.. take his picture and post it EVERYwhere!!! he will eventually commit the crime..even pyschologists say that..he belongs behind bars... i hear they dont treat pedophiles kindly in prison.. hmmmmm that made me smile a little..

http://www.komotv.com/results?keywords=Jack+McClellan&searchType=gen

Are you my friend?

We all need an ear to listen to us right? I try very hard to be a good friend. To always be there for someone. To Always listen. To lend advice if asked. To be a big sister to some, to be a friend to some, to be whatever it is you need so that YOU feel cared for and have that Friend. I am a loyal person, who will give my all to someone else to help them. I know there is a difference between being a good listener and being a doormat, and I try to feel that out.. but I'm pretty bad at seeing who is using me and who is needing me. The last couple weeks have been hard for me. Stress, emotions, worries... blah blah...Well, some of the people I thought would be there for me.. were'nt (and one of them was part of the problem, she TOTALLY walked all over me, broke a promise, and all around showed me the only thing she thinks about is herself). This made me feel even worse, because this has happened through out my life.. I made myself the doormat once again. Do you not think that I need comfort too? That when things are rough, that I dont need to bounce some of my thoughts and feelings around with someone? To have someone support me a little, give me a freakin hug?? I took the day off of work and went and visited my old friend who I love with all my heart. she will ALWAYS be there for me.. and vise versa..she has a family, lives in boomfuckegypt, and we've grown up together.. but a girl needs more than just one girlfriend.. So, to Becky, Thank you for being my friend. Knowing that even though we're big girls now with families, that I dont have all the answers and i just needed someone to sit and have coffee with me, let me talk about it a little and then we just Hung out and laughed at old times, funny pictures, played with the babies.. I so needed that. you knew just what to do. you helped me put things in place and then took my mind off of stuff. Thank you my friend :)

Karen doesnt count in this.. You're my sister and my friend.. and you are ALWAYS there.. Thank you sister :) and Matt doesnt really count in here either.. cause he has no choice but to listen LOL.. jk. I love you with all my heart, you're my best friend and the love of my life!

The Cheater

I read the below article on a friends Blog site ( http://www.enemesis.org/ ) and was thoroughly disturbed. Not so much by the content that there are women cheaters, because I'm not all that surprized- the ratio was 55% of women and 60% of men cheat. But this article is shocking to me, because one of the characters was so shocked that this can happen by a woman, when he's been such a great guy, but not shocked that it happened in the past, by men, to completely great women. he saw the distruction it caused and changed his future to avoid it. Great! Good For you! But he's out there trying to set the word women are now the cheaters, making it sound as if all of them are... NOT ALL OF THEM! Maybe i'm just reading it very one sided, because im a loyal God Loving woman who would NEVER cheat and pretty much think any woman or man who would are complete diseases. Did you know there are different kinds of Cheating?? People think its Just sex with another person. But its not. There is such a thing as Emotional cheating as well, where you have a strong relationship with another female/male other than your significant other, that you tell things too, feelings, hopes, dreams, secrets.. that you arent telling your woman/man. It breaks your bond and intimacy with the one you love, you're holding back from the relationship. Porn and other like things are cheating too. they are you desiring someone other than your woman/man which changes your overall impression of them, of love and realistic desires. I hate this discussion. I hate everything about it. I dont know what kind of person can actually do these things.. its truly disgusting to me. We have control of ourselves. If you cant control yourself, why not be honest, end your current relationship and be free to do whatever the hell you want to do with another person. You distroy your current woman/man when you cheat in any way. it causes SO many insecurities, emotional trauma, untrusting and over all heart break. I just dont get it... Regardless of which sex cheats.. they're all complete low life, weak cowards who will get theirs in return. To make it work, All i can say is... Trust your other. be honest and tell them everything. Dont let anything be kept a secret. Show them your love for them, not just words. Remember why you're with them in the first place, it will strengthen your bond, make you feel like you have a true partner in life. its not a hard concept. Unless your a whore and have no respect for yourself or another person.

http://men.style.com/details/features/full?id=content_5748

Pratical Joke

I was very entertained with this story! You gotta read it.. I will admit, if my boss did that to me while i was under, I would have been pissed too. I think the fact that the boss thought this was funny is a little scary..with the power he has and all while your in his care, but a smart man... he scored over a million. check out the story: http://www.komotv.com/news/local/8749662.html

Irritants!

people are really ticking me off today. All day I've got a few people that are LITERALLY causing me to pull out my hair, who are consistantly bugging me. One who cant stop telling OVER THE TOP lies, that are so rediculous you'd think they were all of 8 years old. Another who can not see she's kind of a bitch one moment and wants to be friends the next, however in the "friends" mode, she only talks about herself.... another who cant stop complaining about all the pain she feels, mind you, she just returned to work after taking a nice 6 month leave... to get that fixed. they did nothing, she says. so with these three Irritants, it makes me more irritable. such as hearing people who chew EXTREMELY loud in their cubes... on ICE! everytime someone calls my name, I just reply with "busy". I'm overly ready for this day to be DONE.

Passionate?

Being a Girl from the 80's( I wasn't born in the 80's, I grew up in the 80's) I'd say it is my most favorite decade. Besides just growing up during that time, its the FEEL of the 80's that I remember the most. Everyone was struggling to find their own individuality. While there were A LOT of problems, there were also great movements happening. Everyone was trying to be aware of something to feel passionately about. Hands across America to help the homeless, Hear N' Aid/Live Aid/Band Aid concerts to help the Famine in Africa, The Berlin Wall crumbled,"Just Say No"(which didn't quite work, but you know...) Huge "AIDS" movements, It was as if politics and the media were working together to let the people of the world know what was going on (selected coverage and knowledge of course), and people were trying to be involved.
I know my outlook on the 80's is tainted slightly, as I didn't have to work yet, no real responsibility except to keep my room clean and pass my tests, but it was such an awesome time. So much happening, So much new, So much with technology, politics, entertainment really came into view..

I miss some of the feel of that time frame. Our world has become so big, and sometimes I feel like no one cares about things and others the way we did..that there's TOO much now and its hard to focus on anything.. its overwhelming. How can we help when its all SO big?

As I see it, all the same problems exist, its just that we are aware of all of them now (thanks to technology, media, politics, peoples rights), whereas before, only a few were presented at a time, which felt manageable..and our politics were a little more tight lipped. This is a good and bad thing all at once. Its our right to know, but some people don't want to know everything, because then they have the knowledge of how much help our World and its people need, and that's a frightening and overwhelming sense of responsibility.

I don't want to go back to that time frame, because I LOVE this time right now. I love where My life is, Love my Fiance, Love My Daughter..Love how far we as a whole have come, But I would like to have some of that "feeling" from the 80's with today. We're lacking mass compassion, and group care for the other inhabitants of this World. We have Much more power in our hands now than back in the 80's, we have much bigger voices and options..And some are heard, and great things happen, great progresses, but I havent seen people pull together as a whole with passion like we had back then.. hmm..

Where did all this come from? well, two things lead me thinking this way today.. First, The other day I was reading all of the info on the "Live Earth" concerts that were all over the world on July 9th to support the "GREEN" movement (http://liveearth.msn.com/about), I may not agree with all of the ideas in this movement, but I like what it stands for. Second, while watching the show "So you think you can dance?" (don't laugh.. i like it) they each did an individual dance last night to promote Peace in Iraq. The whole idea was that we don't have control in regards to whether or not we pull our troops out as a people or what we would like to do about the War, but we need to make a statement that says how we feel.
(FYI, did you know since 2003 Fort Lewis has lost over 150 troops over there? and we have 8000 out of the 10,000 from Fort Lewis still in Iraq. We have so many troops being killed at the same time, that they were having a hard time giving each Soldier an individual memorial..WTF? they tried doing memorials for several at a time.. that did NOT go well with the families of the fallen soldiers.. they will go back to giving individual memorials now. My Pride and Respect for Every Soldier is at the Highest. I support our troops completely. I'm not against the War, as I saw the importance and the initial goal, but I'm also not for the War either, as its lost direction and leadership. I wouldn't want to be in the Presidents shoes on this one...they're covered in dog crap right now.)

These two things have that "Feel". Hearing people be passionate about something, makes me feel passionate about my own beliefs and desires. I will NOT debate the War with Anyone. so don't ask me to. But I do like to hear other peoples views and comments. I hope we can continue to see the importance of making ourselves heard, fighting for good causes and lending a hand to someone who needs it, stranger or not. See some good and potential in our World. Listen to each other.. i mean really listen, pay attention..Be a Friend...Do something nice for others..Think about someone other than yourself...Bottom line?......Care.

Its time

I finally did it, created a blog. More out of boredome and to give myself an outlet to have fun with, but over all it will be an easy way to conversate, and tell it how I see it. More to come another time...